it only happens once a year

Tomorrow is Christmas. I have planned a casual "date" with someone I have had a lot of fun talking via mail. I wonder how things will turn out...

My plan is laid out quite well but wherever we go, it is definitely going to be crowded, so who knows what is going to happen? Anyway, I would like to enjoy this opportunity as much as I can and develop it if I see any possibility in it.

I have began to notice how people are unattractive when they are masochistic. Being positive minded for quite a while after going through that frustration I have experience throughout this year, I think I would be able to extend my attractiveness...this may sound really self-conscious, but I truly believe negativity is not the way.

Let's just cross our fingers and wish me good luck! :)