free web tracker soliloquies: 12/18/2005 - 12/25/2005


so・lil・o・quy/- n. [C,U] a speech in a play in which a character talks to himself or herself, so that the audience know the character's thoughts.

Saturday, December 24, 2005

it only happens once a year

Tomorrow is Christmas. I have planned a casual "date" with someone I have had a lot of fun talking via mail. I wonder how things will turn out...

My plan is laid out quite well but wherever we go, it is definitely going to be crowded, so who knows what is going to happen? Anyway, I would like to enjoy this opportunity as much as I can and develop it if I see any possibility in it.

I have began to notice how people are unattractive when they are masochistic. Being positive minded for quite a while after going through that frustration I have experience throughout this year, I think I would be able to extend my attractiveness...this may sound really self-conscious, but I truly believe negativity is not the way.

Let's just cross our fingers and wish me good luck! :)

Tuesday, December 20, 2005


Have I misunderstood again? If so, that would mean crappiest of all crappy consequences.

I'm not really sure whether or not I've interpreted everything correctly yet, but at least, I'm one step closer to my goal. Yes ! I'm given the opportunity to update this blog entry. Yay!

But I must be cautious from now on, moving closer one step at a time. Not too quick, not too slow, just right.

After all, my feeling itself is still in the curiosity stage...